I miss taking pictures. I miss being carefree.

It seems as if all I ever think about it school. I should be working on an extra-credit assignment for my History class, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I have so much work to do and time isn't slowing down. I have this cloud of anxiety hovering over me; it's no-where near pouring yet, but it has definitely started drizzling.

I'm too caught up with not wanting to stay in Laredo for another year that I feel like I'm not functioning correctly. But then again, can you blame me? UT/ATX have pretty much turned into Pratt/BRKLYN for me. Don't get me wrong, I still have my eyes set on NYC, but I've decided to take a few extra steps along the way. I just cant' stand to see myself rotting away another year. THIS ISN'T WHAT I WANT.

Are my dreams of living in a bigger city and doing substantial things with my life too much to ask for?

Even this post feels like it makes no sense. :|